Ki Seop/Soo Hyun 1/1
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snoozing_kittenTitle: If these walls could whisper (they would say bad things)
Pairing: Soo Hyun/Ki Seop
Rating: NC-17
Summary: During the filming of Vampire Soo Hyun and Ki Seop share a room, and something eerie goes down. In which Ki Seop is a scaredy cat and Soo Hyun gets to be cranky.
It was quarter past three on a Tuesday about mid-month. The moon was full and bright, hanging like a threat over the city and inside an apartment the boy slept but so did something else.
It woke, stretching its back like a cat and opened other-worldly eyes. She wasn’t angry, not any more, she’d spent so long being angry and hurt so many people, now she was just sad. It was the sadness that fully roused her, moving from where she had soaked into the floor and into the walls and the very air of the apartment. There was heat in the room, heat of a living body and she was drawn to it like a moth to a flame.
Ki Seop was sleeping on the floor, blankets pulled up to his chin. Completely unaware when ghostly lips touched his face. Hand creeping across the blankets to touch his hair, the sharp curves of his cheeks. He was so pretty and she wanted to touch to, to feel its life under her hands.
Soo Hyun was woken by being shaken from a deep sleep. It was mostly dark in the room, the half-drawn curtains letting in just enough background light to see Ki Seop’s face hovering over him.
“What?” He rasped, clearing his throat and shaking the other man off of him, was faintly annoyed when he buzzed right back into his personal space all poking hands and long boney fingers. He’d only just fallen asleep, getting used to this new, bed and this new room and sleeping knowing that someone was sleeping on the floor next to him. He tried to push Ki Seop away again without any success.
“I saw something.” Ki Seop’s voice was a harsh barely understandable whisper and Soo Hyun finally opened his eyes to really look at the younger man. Ki Seop’s eyes were wide showing too much white, and the light wasn’t strong enough to show how pale he had gotten but it was impossible not to be able to tell that he was absolutely terrified by something.
“What?” He asked again, his own voice a whisper, Ki Seop’s fear was catching and he looked over the other man’s shoulder at the still room. Nothing moved, didn’t even seem like Ki Seop was even breathing. In the darkness he found nothing that could have scared the younger man this badly. “Like a bug or something?”
“No.” Ki Seop shook his head, flicking his head to the side slowly to track Soo Hyun’s stare. “Not a bug.”
Soo Hyun looked around the room again but saw nothing out of the ordinary, this was the room they had been assigned to sleep in. A little bland maybe, but nothing to panic over. “There isn’t anything there.” He said, starting to get annoyed again that the younger man had interrupted his sleep with something so childish. It wasn’t like Ki Seop to make a pain of himself, he normally tried to stay out from under people’s feet, it was more like Kevin or Xander to start getting in the way just for fun. Even they would have drawn the line at waking him in the middle of the night. “Go back to sleep.” He shoved at one of Ki Seop’s bony shoulders and the other man moved with the motion but no further then the push. He was like a damn bouncy blow-up punching bag clown, he just kept coming back.
“I don’t think I can.” Came the soft response, the silence stretched for a moment before Ki Seop finally relented. “I’m sorry I woke you.” He stood up, looked around for a moment and was gone in the next, the door closing behind him with a softened click. Not so much storming out as leaving with his tail between his legs.
Soo Hyun almost went back to sleep, desperately wanted to forget he’d ever even woke up. He felt, felt like something was watching him and it was disquieting. Blamed Ki Seop for his sudden and inexplicable bout of paranoia. Threw off the covers and pulled his leg out of bed.
Something brushed against his ankle, but it must have just been the material of his pyjama pants? Shivers chased themselves down his spine and he stood up quickly, reminding himself that he was a man and that he wasn’t a pansy like Ki Seop.
Ki Seop was sitting in the kitchen watching a pot of water boil, his long legs pulled up and cross-legged on a dinner chair. He looked up sharply when Soo Hyun entered the kitchen. He flicked Ki Seop’s head in retaliation as he walked by. “You’d better have put enough on for two.”
“Ahh.” Ki Seop looked sheepish.
They drank a glass of tea together and spoke softly until Ki Seop finally settled down enough to try and go back to sleep. It seemed like a good plan until Ki Seop stepped into the room and froze in the doorway.
“Move.” Soo Hyun all but shoved into the room, more than ready to go back to bed. Ki Seop was looking all hedgy in the half-light, wrapping one of his arms around his torso and shifting on his feet in front of the futon they had put down on the floor for him.
“Soo Hyun.” Hesitantly. He was all but dancing on the spot and staring at his bed.
“What?” He glared at the younger man, really wanting to go to sleep.
“C-can I...” Ki Seop mumbled something.
“Speak up.” He glared at him, sleepiness making him short.
“Can we switch beds?”
“No.” Soo Hyun ached a single eyebrow at him.
“Can I sleep with you then?”
Soo Hyun stared at him and Ki Seop just managed not to wilt under his stare. It was obvious that he had no intention of sleeping on that floor again. They had filming tomorrow and it would be bad if Ki Seop was falling asleep on his feet. These shows were a good way for them to gain popularity. Squinting against the dark he could give a fuck as long as he got to go back to sleep and soon. His eyes swelled when he was tired and they didn’t need to get any smaller.
“Don’t kick me.” Was all he said, in the dark he couldn’t tell if Ki Seop’s smile was relieved or genuinely happy.
It felt weird getting in bed with the other man. Ki Seop was all elbows and knees even where he should have been a hip and ribs, so many angles so sharp he could probably cut himself on them. The bed was too narrow for the two of them to be comfortably separated and completely heterosexual looking.
They managed to arrange themselves with few inches separating them and Soo Hyun closed his eyes against the way the younger man kept shifting. He drifted off between one annoyed thought and the next.
When Soo Hyun woke up he was pressed against Ki Seop’s shoulder cheek numb with the pressure, he was curled on his side and found himself clinging to one of Ki Seop’s thin arms. They were pressed too close together for it to be considered appropriate and he flushed a little, finding even their feet pressed together intimately.
He moved and Ki Seop made a soft sound, following his heat with icy fingers.
Huge doe eyes fluttered open, and this close Soo Hyun had to admit that the other man’s eyes were giant, framed by the sharp lines of his cheek bones. Soo Hyun swallowed hard, the other man’s face was pale with sleep, silky looking, soft under his fingers were he was still holding him.
“Did you drool on me?” Ki Seop’s voice was raspy with sleep.
Soo Hyun shoved his shoulder in annoyance and Ki Seop squealed, clinging to him as his ass slipped off the end of the bed.
They were both still laughing when their lips met, smiles pressing together. Ki Seop paused, eyes staring wide. Soo Hyun froze too, his smile falling away; he could taste the faint hint of morning on Ki Seop’s breath. The kiss had been a surprise, impossible to tell which one of them started it; just he’d been thinking that yeah, he could see what people were talking about when they said Ki Seop looked like a statue.
This, this could be okay.
There was probably so much wrong with this, and U-Kiss was his ticket to able to sing for his living, which was all he wanted to do. But Ki Seop was pretty and he hadn’t gotten laid in forever.
“Okay?” Soo Hyun said and his raspy morning voice broke the obvious panic that was settling over Ki Seop’s face. He grinned shyly.
“Cameras stopped running at eight.”
Soo Hyun had all but forgotten the CCTV cameras set up in their room. He looked at it past Ki Seop’s face. It stayed dead.
They kissed again and this time it wasn’t the awkward almost accidental touch of lips but a kiss with intent. Ki Seop’s lips were soft under his, and he smiled into the press of their lips hands a little bolder then Soo Hyun would have imagined him to be.
It could have been forever, his lips were swollen and sore and Ki Seop’s tongue felt as natural in his mouth as his own did, the lazy pull and press of it in his mouth, slick and hot and wet. He was half hard already, the slow flood of blood in his dick, filling in pulses against Ki Seop’s hip. At some point he’d rolled onto his back, his feet tangling in the sheets to pull Ki Seop on top of him.
Legs tangled together so the rise of their cocks rubbed through pyjama pants and hands could roam without breaking the kiss. Ki Seop’s shoulders were sharp under his hands, mapping out the lines of his shoulder blades down the slope of his narrow back to the faintest curve of his ass. Ki Seop moaned against his mouth pulling back, balancing himself with hands on Soo Hyun’s shoulders and chest, staring at him through wide eyes, face flushed and lips dark with bruising.
He looked absolutely perfect. Too bad he couldn’t look like that all the time.
He pulled him back down, one hand wrapped around his shoulder, the other on his ass as Ki Seop rolled his hips in these devastating tight little circles. They kissed, hungry and heavy, smothering the noises that they made, Ki Seop’s squeaky moans stolen by his lips as they moved together.
“Stop stop.” Ki Seop panted, face flushed and mouth slack, and Soo Hyun could easily imagine himself sliding the tip of his cock there, painting his soft lips before slipping inside silken heat. He moaned low in his chest letting himself fall back against the pillow. If Ki Seop wanted to stop now he was never going to forgive him. He growled softly and the other man just wiggled. “Is this okay?”
Soo Hyun groaned, one of Ki Seop’s long fingered hands had wormed into his pyjama bottoms and was rubbing too-light against the head of his dick. “Yeah.” He grit out and Ki Seop smiled at him, happy. There was something weird about smiling that way as his hand wrapped more firmly and Soo Hyun pushed up against Ki Seop’s weight holding him down, thrusting shallowly into the too-dry tunnel of his fist.
“Here.” They were moving again, and Ki Seop was wiggling so he could push his own pants down and Soo Hyun spread his legs wider to give the other man room to work, holding his shoulders close. One long lick across the broadness of his palm and Ki Seop’s fingers were curling around both of them and his head was tipping back eyes fluttering closed.
Soo Hyun moaned, biting at his lips to try and muffle the sounds he wanted to make knowing that the others were too close for this.
Just enough friction, almost too dry and Ki Seop’s long fingers and the heat and slickness of their dicks rubbing together. He couldn’t reach his ass so he grabbed what he could, hands tightening on Ki Seop’s narrow hips and holding him close. The bed moved softly and he was too hot, skin sizzling all the places there were touching, rubbing. Ki Seop’s chest was flushed with the rest of his pale skin, too many sharp corners, but the smoothest softest skin.
Soo Hyun grit his teeth, orgasm was rushing forwards and he clamped down on every nerve screaming at him to let go. It was a matter a pride. Ki Seop was watching him with narrowed eyes, hands working them both over and Soo Hyun released the grip he had on those hips, red spots were the tips of his nails had dug into skin, and he touched the head of Ki Seop’s dick, slick under the pad of his finger and he faltered a breathy little sound escaping his lips.
He rubbed at the sensitive and Ki Seop came all over their hands and Soo Hyun’s own dick with an aborted cry, head tipped forward and shivering hard. Sudden warmth and slickness and he was pushing up against him, fucking the tightness of Ki Seop’s and his own hands over them, everything slick and wet with Ki Seop’s come and he couldn’t last much longer then that.
It tore down his spine, lighting up his whole body. He clenched his jaw as it ripped him apart, light infusing his whole body in one whole suddery rush. It faded slowly, hands still lazily moving over their bodies like an afterthought. Ki Seop stretched out on the narrow bed beside him, flushed and slightly out of breath. Soo Hyun curled against him again, dirty but pleased.
--
She was alone again.
She cried.
--
They didn’t talk about it and Ki Seop seemed to have no intention of doing it again and it was putting Soo Hyun in a bit of a mood. Had he been that bad? It had been good for him, and maybe he should have rolled Ki Seop on his back and showed him what he really could do. His pride was hurt, and his stomach hurt funny at the thought that he’d let down Ki Seop down somehow.
Still.
Soo Hyun could only wonder what was up, if he pushed it could ruin them and so he was alone with his doubts and the memory of Ki Seop smiling at him as he’d taken them both apart with hands and mouth. They had moved out of the dorm and back into their own houses and he didn’t need to share his bed with the other man anymore which was okay because Ki Seop wasn’t very cuddly. It was like sleeping with a cactus, too many pointy bits.
They were in the dance studio taking a break, snacks spread out between them, Xander was lying down taking up a huge part of the circle using Kevin’s lap as a pillow. Dong Ho had a larger share of the food because he was still growing and Eli was on a diet again. Ki Seop was at least sitting next to him, smelling of sweat and not the sleepy scent of fabric softener and sex from that morning. It was kind of distracting now that he wasn’t completely focused on their dance routine.
Manager was messing around with the television set they used to critique the lives they did and found places to pick up slack. Or alternately made fun of each other’s faces.
“What’s up?” Ki Bum was watching him intently.
“They were going over some of the footage from the dorm and we found something interesting. It was your room Soo Hyun.”
Soo Hyun froze; he very carefully didn’t look at Ki Seop. There was no way they recorded that. Beside him Ki Seop coughed, having choked on whatever he was eating, arms flailing about and hitting Soo Hyun in the shoulder several times.
He fast forwarded through the clips of them messing around, tidying up and getting ready for bed. Ki Seop lay down on the floor and all the lights went. Nothing happened for hours as the tape sped through and finally something flashed on the camera and the manager hit stop. It wasn’t really a form, just something that looked like a deeper black shadow, and it sent a shiver through Soo Hyun, he watched and it descended over the sleeping form of Ki Seop, sliding out from under the bed.
Beside him Ki Seop squeaked and Kevin muttered something fast in English that Soo Hyun didn’t catch. Nails dug into his arm hard and he didn’t look away from the screen.
After only a few moments of the shadow over him Ki Seop sat up. He watched as Ki Seop woke him and they argued. Watched Ki Seop leave.
Let out a manly noise up surprise as it tried to follow him off the screen. It retreated back under the bed and then they were back, obviously fighting again and finally he watched the two of them crawl into bed together.
He’d just thought Ki Seop was a pussy.
“Where is the secret camera.” Ki Bum asked, looking around and Xander laughed, it sounded strange.
“I didn’t like that house.” Was Kevin’s comment.
“Are you okay?” Dong Ho was poking him and Soo Hyun nodded. “Ki Seop?”
“F-fine.” He stuttered and Ki Bum put a hand on his knees.
“It’s just the ADs fucking with you.” He said and the manger shook his head. Soo Hyun couldn’t get a terrified Ki Seop out of his head. What if it had been all real?
Later that day Ki Seop cornered him and kissed him like he meant it all over again, pressing him against the wall with the slightness of his own body. Soo Hyun wrapped his arms around his shoulders and pulled him closer revelling in softness and heat that he hadn’t realized he would miss so much once he’d gotten a taste.
“I’m sorry.” Ki Seop whispered against his lips and his eyes were huge and misty and Soo Hyun pinched his shoulder.
“Don’t cry dummy.” Soo Hyun laughed and it caught in his throat funny in a way his voice didn’t catch when he was nervous about singing and he kissed the corner of his eye. It felt slightly damp against his lips and when he licked his lips he tasted salt. “You’re fine now.”
“Just,” Ki Seop sighed and Soo Hyun took more of his weight on his arms and let the thin man go lax. “Thinking about it. It’s scary.”
Soo Hyun smiled at he kissed him.
“It’s okay now.” Mumbled against his messy hair. It tasted like hair spray.
Pairing: Soo Hyun/Ki Seop
Rating: NC-17
Summary: During the filming of Vampire Soo Hyun and Ki Seop share a room, and something eerie goes down. In which Ki Seop is a scaredy cat and Soo Hyun gets to be cranky.
It was quarter past three on a Tuesday about mid-month. The moon was full and bright, hanging like a threat over the city and inside an apartment the boy slept but so did something else.
It woke, stretching its back like a cat and opened other-worldly eyes. She wasn’t angry, not any more, she’d spent so long being angry and hurt so many people, now she was just sad. It was the sadness that fully roused her, moving from where she had soaked into the floor and into the walls and the very air of the apartment. There was heat in the room, heat of a living body and she was drawn to it like a moth to a flame.
Ki Seop was sleeping on the floor, blankets pulled up to his chin. Completely unaware when ghostly lips touched his face. Hand creeping across the blankets to touch his hair, the sharp curves of his cheeks. He was so pretty and she wanted to touch to, to feel its life under her hands.
Soo Hyun was woken by being shaken from a deep sleep. It was mostly dark in the room, the half-drawn curtains letting in just enough background light to see Ki Seop’s face hovering over him.
“What?” He rasped, clearing his throat and shaking the other man off of him, was faintly annoyed when he buzzed right back into his personal space all poking hands and long boney fingers. He’d only just fallen asleep, getting used to this new, bed and this new room and sleeping knowing that someone was sleeping on the floor next to him. He tried to push Ki Seop away again without any success.
“I saw something.” Ki Seop’s voice was a harsh barely understandable whisper and Soo Hyun finally opened his eyes to really look at the younger man. Ki Seop’s eyes were wide showing too much white, and the light wasn’t strong enough to show how pale he had gotten but it was impossible not to be able to tell that he was absolutely terrified by something.
“What?” He asked again, his own voice a whisper, Ki Seop’s fear was catching and he looked over the other man’s shoulder at the still room. Nothing moved, didn’t even seem like Ki Seop was even breathing. In the darkness he found nothing that could have scared the younger man this badly. “Like a bug or something?”
“No.” Ki Seop shook his head, flicking his head to the side slowly to track Soo Hyun’s stare. “Not a bug.”
Soo Hyun looked around the room again but saw nothing out of the ordinary, this was the room they had been assigned to sleep in. A little bland maybe, but nothing to panic over. “There isn’t anything there.” He said, starting to get annoyed again that the younger man had interrupted his sleep with something so childish. It wasn’t like Ki Seop to make a pain of himself, he normally tried to stay out from under people’s feet, it was more like Kevin or Xander to start getting in the way just for fun. Even they would have drawn the line at waking him in the middle of the night. “Go back to sleep.” He shoved at one of Ki Seop’s bony shoulders and the other man moved with the motion but no further then the push. He was like a damn bouncy blow-up punching bag clown, he just kept coming back.
“I don’t think I can.” Came the soft response, the silence stretched for a moment before Ki Seop finally relented. “I’m sorry I woke you.” He stood up, looked around for a moment and was gone in the next, the door closing behind him with a softened click. Not so much storming out as leaving with his tail between his legs.
Soo Hyun almost went back to sleep, desperately wanted to forget he’d ever even woke up. He felt, felt like something was watching him and it was disquieting. Blamed Ki Seop for his sudden and inexplicable bout of paranoia. Threw off the covers and pulled his leg out of bed.
Something brushed against his ankle, but it must have just been the material of his pyjama pants? Shivers chased themselves down his spine and he stood up quickly, reminding himself that he was a man and that he wasn’t a pansy like Ki Seop.
Ki Seop was sitting in the kitchen watching a pot of water boil, his long legs pulled up and cross-legged on a dinner chair. He looked up sharply when Soo Hyun entered the kitchen. He flicked Ki Seop’s head in retaliation as he walked by. “You’d better have put enough on for two.”
“Ahh.” Ki Seop looked sheepish.
They drank a glass of tea together and spoke softly until Ki Seop finally settled down enough to try and go back to sleep. It seemed like a good plan until Ki Seop stepped into the room and froze in the doorway.
“Move.” Soo Hyun all but shoved into the room, more than ready to go back to bed. Ki Seop was looking all hedgy in the half-light, wrapping one of his arms around his torso and shifting on his feet in front of the futon they had put down on the floor for him.
“Soo Hyun.” Hesitantly. He was all but dancing on the spot and staring at his bed.
“What?” He glared at the younger man, really wanting to go to sleep.
“C-can I...” Ki Seop mumbled something.
“Speak up.” He glared at him, sleepiness making him short.
“Can we switch beds?”
“No.” Soo Hyun ached a single eyebrow at him.
“Can I sleep with you then?”
Soo Hyun stared at him and Ki Seop just managed not to wilt under his stare. It was obvious that he had no intention of sleeping on that floor again. They had filming tomorrow and it would be bad if Ki Seop was falling asleep on his feet. These shows were a good way for them to gain popularity. Squinting against the dark he could give a fuck as long as he got to go back to sleep and soon. His eyes swelled when he was tired and they didn’t need to get any smaller.
“Don’t kick me.” Was all he said, in the dark he couldn’t tell if Ki Seop’s smile was relieved or genuinely happy.
It felt weird getting in bed with the other man. Ki Seop was all elbows and knees even where he should have been a hip and ribs, so many angles so sharp he could probably cut himself on them. The bed was too narrow for the two of them to be comfortably separated and completely heterosexual looking.
They managed to arrange themselves with few inches separating them and Soo Hyun closed his eyes against the way the younger man kept shifting. He drifted off between one annoyed thought and the next.
When Soo Hyun woke up he was pressed against Ki Seop’s shoulder cheek numb with the pressure, he was curled on his side and found himself clinging to one of Ki Seop’s thin arms. They were pressed too close together for it to be considered appropriate and he flushed a little, finding even their feet pressed together intimately.
He moved and Ki Seop made a soft sound, following his heat with icy fingers.
Huge doe eyes fluttered open, and this close Soo Hyun had to admit that the other man’s eyes were giant, framed by the sharp lines of his cheek bones. Soo Hyun swallowed hard, the other man’s face was pale with sleep, silky looking, soft under his fingers were he was still holding him.
“Did you drool on me?” Ki Seop’s voice was raspy with sleep.
Soo Hyun shoved his shoulder in annoyance and Ki Seop squealed, clinging to him as his ass slipped off the end of the bed.
They were both still laughing when their lips met, smiles pressing together. Ki Seop paused, eyes staring wide. Soo Hyun froze too, his smile falling away; he could taste the faint hint of morning on Ki Seop’s breath. The kiss had been a surprise, impossible to tell which one of them started it; just he’d been thinking that yeah, he could see what people were talking about when they said Ki Seop looked like a statue.
This, this could be okay.
There was probably so much wrong with this, and U-Kiss was his ticket to able to sing for his living, which was all he wanted to do. But Ki Seop was pretty and he hadn’t gotten laid in forever.
“Okay?” Soo Hyun said and his raspy morning voice broke the obvious panic that was settling over Ki Seop’s face. He grinned shyly.
“Cameras stopped running at eight.”
Soo Hyun had all but forgotten the CCTV cameras set up in their room. He looked at it past Ki Seop’s face. It stayed dead.
They kissed again and this time it wasn’t the awkward almost accidental touch of lips but a kiss with intent. Ki Seop’s lips were soft under his, and he smiled into the press of their lips hands a little bolder then Soo Hyun would have imagined him to be.
It could have been forever, his lips were swollen and sore and Ki Seop’s tongue felt as natural in his mouth as his own did, the lazy pull and press of it in his mouth, slick and hot and wet. He was half hard already, the slow flood of blood in his dick, filling in pulses against Ki Seop’s hip. At some point he’d rolled onto his back, his feet tangling in the sheets to pull Ki Seop on top of him.
Legs tangled together so the rise of their cocks rubbed through pyjama pants and hands could roam without breaking the kiss. Ki Seop’s shoulders were sharp under his hands, mapping out the lines of his shoulder blades down the slope of his narrow back to the faintest curve of his ass. Ki Seop moaned against his mouth pulling back, balancing himself with hands on Soo Hyun’s shoulders and chest, staring at him through wide eyes, face flushed and lips dark with bruising.
He looked absolutely perfect. Too bad he couldn’t look like that all the time.
He pulled him back down, one hand wrapped around his shoulder, the other on his ass as Ki Seop rolled his hips in these devastating tight little circles. They kissed, hungry and heavy, smothering the noises that they made, Ki Seop’s squeaky moans stolen by his lips as they moved together.
“Stop stop.” Ki Seop panted, face flushed and mouth slack, and Soo Hyun could easily imagine himself sliding the tip of his cock there, painting his soft lips before slipping inside silken heat. He moaned low in his chest letting himself fall back against the pillow. If Ki Seop wanted to stop now he was never going to forgive him. He growled softly and the other man just wiggled. “Is this okay?”
Soo Hyun groaned, one of Ki Seop’s long fingered hands had wormed into his pyjama bottoms and was rubbing too-light against the head of his dick. “Yeah.” He grit out and Ki Seop smiled at him, happy. There was something weird about smiling that way as his hand wrapped more firmly and Soo Hyun pushed up against Ki Seop’s weight holding him down, thrusting shallowly into the too-dry tunnel of his fist.
“Here.” They were moving again, and Ki Seop was wiggling so he could push his own pants down and Soo Hyun spread his legs wider to give the other man room to work, holding his shoulders close. One long lick across the broadness of his palm and Ki Seop’s fingers were curling around both of them and his head was tipping back eyes fluttering closed.
Soo Hyun moaned, biting at his lips to try and muffle the sounds he wanted to make knowing that the others were too close for this.
Just enough friction, almost too dry and Ki Seop’s long fingers and the heat and slickness of their dicks rubbing together. He couldn’t reach his ass so he grabbed what he could, hands tightening on Ki Seop’s narrow hips and holding him close. The bed moved softly and he was too hot, skin sizzling all the places there were touching, rubbing. Ki Seop’s chest was flushed with the rest of his pale skin, too many sharp corners, but the smoothest softest skin.
Soo Hyun grit his teeth, orgasm was rushing forwards and he clamped down on every nerve screaming at him to let go. It was a matter a pride. Ki Seop was watching him with narrowed eyes, hands working them both over and Soo Hyun released the grip he had on those hips, red spots were the tips of his nails had dug into skin, and he touched the head of Ki Seop’s dick, slick under the pad of his finger and he faltered a breathy little sound escaping his lips.
He rubbed at the sensitive and Ki Seop came all over their hands and Soo Hyun’s own dick with an aborted cry, head tipped forward and shivering hard. Sudden warmth and slickness and he was pushing up against him, fucking the tightness of Ki Seop’s and his own hands over them, everything slick and wet with Ki Seop’s come and he couldn’t last much longer then that.
It tore down his spine, lighting up his whole body. He clenched his jaw as it ripped him apart, light infusing his whole body in one whole suddery rush. It faded slowly, hands still lazily moving over their bodies like an afterthought. Ki Seop stretched out on the narrow bed beside him, flushed and slightly out of breath. Soo Hyun curled against him again, dirty but pleased.
--
She was alone again.
She cried.
--
They didn’t talk about it and Ki Seop seemed to have no intention of doing it again and it was putting Soo Hyun in a bit of a mood. Had he been that bad? It had been good for him, and maybe he should have rolled Ki Seop on his back and showed him what he really could do. His pride was hurt, and his stomach hurt funny at the thought that he’d let down Ki Seop down somehow.
Still.
Soo Hyun could only wonder what was up, if he pushed it could ruin them and so he was alone with his doubts and the memory of Ki Seop smiling at him as he’d taken them both apart with hands and mouth. They had moved out of the dorm and back into their own houses and he didn’t need to share his bed with the other man anymore which was okay because Ki Seop wasn’t very cuddly. It was like sleeping with a cactus, too many pointy bits.
They were in the dance studio taking a break, snacks spread out between them, Xander was lying down taking up a huge part of the circle using Kevin’s lap as a pillow. Dong Ho had a larger share of the food because he was still growing and Eli was on a diet again. Ki Seop was at least sitting next to him, smelling of sweat and not the sleepy scent of fabric softener and sex from that morning. It was kind of distracting now that he wasn’t completely focused on their dance routine.
Manager was messing around with the television set they used to critique the lives they did and found places to pick up slack. Or alternately made fun of each other’s faces.
“What’s up?” Ki Bum was watching him intently.
“They were going over some of the footage from the dorm and we found something interesting. It was your room Soo Hyun.”
Soo Hyun froze; he very carefully didn’t look at Ki Seop. There was no way they recorded that. Beside him Ki Seop coughed, having choked on whatever he was eating, arms flailing about and hitting Soo Hyun in the shoulder several times.
He fast forwarded through the clips of them messing around, tidying up and getting ready for bed. Ki Seop lay down on the floor and all the lights went. Nothing happened for hours as the tape sped through and finally something flashed on the camera and the manager hit stop. It wasn’t really a form, just something that looked like a deeper black shadow, and it sent a shiver through Soo Hyun, he watched and it descended over the sleeping form of Ki Seop, sliding out from under the bed.
Beside him Ki Seop squeaked and Kevin muttered something fast in English that Soo Hyun didn’t catch. Nails dug into his arm hard and he didn’t look away from the screen.
After only a few moments of the shadow over him Ki Seop sat up. He watched as Ki Seop woke him and they argued. Watched Ki Seop leave.
Let out a manly noise up surprise as it tried to follow him off the screen. It retreated back under the bed and then they were back, obviously fighting again and finally he watched the two of them crawl into bed together.
He’d just thought Ki Seop was a pussy.
“Where is the secret camera.” Ki Bum asked, looking around and Xander laughed, it sounded strange.
“I didn’t like that house.” Was Kevin’s comment.
“Are you okay?” Dong Ho was poking him and Soo Hyun nodded. “Ki Seop?”
“F-fine.” He stuttered and Ki Bum put a hand on his knees.
“It’s just the ADs fucking with you.” He said and the manger shook his head. Soo Hyun couldn’t get a terrified Ki Seop out of his head. What if it had been all real?
Later that day Ki Seop cornered him and kissed him like he meant it all over again, pressing him against the wall with the slightness of his own body. Soo Hyun wrapped his arms around his shoulders and pulled him closer revelling in softness and heat that he hadn’t realized he would miss so much once he’d gotten a taste.
“I’m sorry.” Ki Seop whispered against his lips and his eyes were huge and misty and Soo Hyun pinched his shoulder.
“Don’t cry dummy.” Soo Hyun laughed and it caught in his throat funny in a way his voice didn’t catch when he was nervous about singing and he kissed the corner of his eye. It felt slightly damp against his lips and when he licked his lips he tasted salt. “You’re fine now.”
“Just,” Ki Seop sighed and Soo Hyun took more of his weight on his arms and let the thin man go lax. “Thinking about it. It’s scary.”
Soo Hyun smiled at he kissed him.
“It’s okay now.” Mumbled against his messy hair. It tasted like hair spray.
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Date: 2010-08-20 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-20 06:03 am (UTC)<<
That shit was fucking magical.
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Very well written, bb. :)
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Date: 2010-08-20 12:34 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: 2010-08-20 06:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-08-20 12:35 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: 2010-08-21 03:42 am (UTC)*snort* Soohyun has so much faith in Kiseop XD
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Date: 2010-08-21 09:24 am (UTC)But good! :D
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Date: 2010-08-24 06:23 pm (UTC)Thanks for the comment
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Date: 2011-05-10 10:00 pm (UTC)I really hope you keep writing them. ^^
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Date: 2011-05-11 01:16 pm (UTC)I think that they would be darling together if not a little overly awkward.